famine.

haha i forgot to feed my blog.
so what exactly have i been doing...?hm.
good question.

basically spending time with RAYN ESHAN!
heheh, fine what is new right.
but so sad, once school starts, i know i can't be doing this as much.
it was so heartbreaking yesterday.
i was gonna leave for school(going for my first PAPARAZZI rehearsal)
and he really wanted to play with me, so he kept crying when i walked past.
=(

anyway, anyone who is reading this blog MUST come for Paparazzi cos i am gonna be acting!!!
it has been so long, i hope i still can.
hahaha.

other than that, i met Anu and Khad on Saturday.
and i bought a really really classy pair of shoes for 19.90
and a pair of jeans that i fell in love with.
i really didnt realise that Far East is sucha treasure trove.

it was fun as usual, we usually break into high laughing fits for nothing.
and that is what best friends are for.
=)

prince charming had visitors.

sutha and anusha came on different days to see my prince charming. and i think he is a good entertainer. oh my god, i am so addicted to him. HELLPPP.ha. :DD

gratitude.

sutha and adilah, the two angels who came to keep me company when i was all alone at smu, working for sinda to promote their volunteer programmes. thanks guys. will never forget. it was so hard to find friends who'd sacrifice a little of their time. (excepting those who really couldnt make it)

seen the latest ad?

johnsons and johnsons baby lotion makes babies happy!haha.

i know someone who loves my handphone.

hehe meet mr old man. no teeth.
it is the look of... ok fine, he really loves my hp.
pure bliss
he was sure bowled over by it.

an attempt.

to start blogging regularly again.
but then, i realise i wont have much to say.
haha.
every afternoon is FULL of joy. spent with Rayn.
trust me, playing badminton requires the same amount of energy.
speaking of which, i played badminton with anu and prem last night.
prem was an accident. we met him coincidentally.
was really very coincidental. ha.
and then anu had the heavenly mee goreng.
we both decided we wont tell anyone where it is, cos we are very possessive of our precious mee. HEHE.

and i played badminton tonight as well.
funny thing is that, i am not exactly tired.
last night, i picked up amin up after work.
oh, the joy of driving. :D
although i did turn into the wrong place. ha. trust me to do that, seriously. :P
and i had a heavenly monster cookie and cheese braid, thanks to amin.
it appeased the grumbling stomach.
=)
i doubt there will be anything eventful for the rest of the night.
so i will update you with how the water babies are doing tmr!
night!

one guy i find droolworthy.

please have the patience to watch the whole thing.
if he danced with me/in front of me...
i swear i will...
drool.
ha.


i wana be there with him!

harry potter.

watched a movie after a long time at vivocity for the first time.
with none other than briane(becoz i said so).
it has been a much-awaited meeting, due to briane's SUDDENLY busy schedule.
briane is my best guy friend.
and i know no guy who is funner to hang out with. =D

harry potter was a bit of disappointment, cos it was short. i tink they are saving up for the finale.
although briane admitted that it was worth his 10 bucks cos he was with good company. (HAHAHAHHAHA) :P

Fright Night

i acted as a mother whose daughter was murdered.
oh my god, the satisfaction from scaring ppl was amazing.
and the number of funny things ppl do when they are scared..
hahahaha.
well anyway, i heard that i was good. *smiles*
and i think i was you know why?
cos i scared myself. refused to look at any mirrors with my make up on...

Jun came and spiced up my fright night too.

anyway, the highlight was leigh.
oh my god, she knew it was me. but she was so bloody scared.
hahahahhaa.
it was hilarious. i couldnt stop laughing.
but apparently i looked scary even when i laughed...
so ha.
well, i dont have pics from that day, but i have one from seniors camp. so make do with it k?

NTUWKWSCIFOC 07

the one big highlight of my entire hols.
9th july-13th july.
i cant actually explain how much fun i had.
words seem to escape me.
i will try.

i love my og. three cheers and three cheers and three cheers forMEE POK.
=))
they really made the camp enjoyable.
very pleasant ppl.
god was on my side for this FOC, unlike for my 06 own freshman orientation.
i had lotsa fun.
phoebe and kester and koonie and charmain, and fahimah, and leigh, and joanna, jody and erwin and shannon,dawnn,siew woon
oh my god. these are just some of the ppl who made me laugh during the camp.
i had sooooo much fun. A LOT OF FUN.

and one person deserves special mention. that is MAY.
she was sucha sweet 2-day roomie.
the kinda person you wouldnt hesitate to ask to accompany you to the toilet(yes i did hehe)

plus we share a secret, right may?
hehehhehehehehehhehehehe.
the games were really fun, and i know the freshies(at least mine) had loads of fun.
they were so in camp mood, and were willing to go all the way to win anything...
they put in their effort, and reaped the reward!
anyway, the highlight for me was Fright Night(or Finding Nemo as it was code-named, since it was a surprise for the freshies)
Human Cluedo was also a good one.
but fright night did it for me cos i was directly involved.
i had so much fun!!!
but more in the next post about that...
i love camps, and this was one camp to remember.
definitely.

darling boy.

rayn has had visitors and admirers, but he is still..MINE! haha. he is growing up to be a really active and handsome boy. and yes, i have taken some photos while taking care of him. and it feels great to know how love feels. my sis has some very nice photos which she refuses to send me, so i will make do with what i have.





rayn eshan, you are one thing that happened in my life that i really thank god for. cos the happiness i get from being with you can be matched by no other. i know you love me too. =D

the pics you see.

are hardly half the number i wanted to upload, but i wanted to go, and i am lazy to upload the rest.
basically they are random, cos i got bored of order.
i went out 3 times in a row with anu and khad.
THATZ A HAT TRICK I TELL YOU.
my lovelieeeeessss.
it is so so so nice going out with them!
the pics with me with a red flower on the head: great world city we went, on a mission. ;))
the red top day: we went all the way to yishun to find out that the tamil movie tickets we wanted were sold out.
the black top day: we got up at 8 just to watch the movie!

haha. we took more photos than usual, and OF COURSE, i havent sent any of the pics. hehe.

bad blogmaster.

have been really lazy to blog. not just cos i feel like nothing is happening, but basically, i havent been going online much.
more than anything happening, my feelings are in a whirl.
and feelings i cant explain.
i experience.

i've had to make a few decisions, and i dont know whether i have made the right ones.
i miss going to school, cos school gives me so much focus, though that is not obvious.
well well, i guess it is just my "holiday phase".
too much time and too little brains i say.

hahaha.
well be right back.

Massive Photo Attack.

and so life says.

there are so many dilemmas we face.
sometimes, knowing what the right thing to do is, is not enough.
you gotta have the courage, the strength, the maturity, the willpower.
to do it.
and right now, all those seem extremely elusive to me.

on another note, i have been extremely disappointed. mostly in myself.
i am sure everyone has gone through this feeling, of not having someone to confide in/talk to ONLY when you need it badly. and it seems to happen EVERY time.
and i am no different.

i understand everybody's commitments and yadde yadde.
that's why i say, the disappointment is in myself.
for having expectations.

ha. honestly, this post is not directed at anyone.

on a lighter note, pics will be up soon. i have this stick stuck up my ass that i need to make sure my laptop has MS Office before i can put up pics. (zero on the "Link-Scale", but it makes sense to me. HAHA.)

Depeche Mode.

it is quite a revelation.
thank you, Manoj.
i seriously am not a very music person.
and my taste is pretty much confined to anything that i can dance to.
but really, Depeche Mode is a real refreshing change to my otherwise monotonous music diet!
and they are really Brits with Balls.

=)

school's out!

been out for a long time.
but it is gonna end soon. when my friends said that, i felt like they were being paranoid.
but then when i think in terms of weekends, i am gonna be taking that train down to boon lay everyday...soon.

and am i glad about it?
actually, everyone knows i love school.
BUT.
holidays do make people lazy!
i will miss the routine of the holidays, the late phone calls, the lack of homework, the incessant msn conversations, the outings, the family time spent.
oh man.

haha the poems i have been writing, the people i have been talking to.

i inevitably make new friends during holidays.
why do they fade away?
i guess it takes a lot of effort on both parts.
oh well. :)

back for good, baby.

haha lappy is back.
i was at IBM for three sodding hours on Friday. but the service was good. they made me feel at home, while i reformatted my laptop with their CDs, and i didnt have to pay a single cent!

well, i guess that does mean more frequent updates, but i feel so used to not using my laptop, i am too lazy to blog. haha.

and i am even lazier to transfer the stuff on my laptop.
does anyone know where the hardworking fairy lives?
well i have been going out with anu and khad(YAYNESS!FINALLY!)

other than the fact that i feel like mulling them for not listening to my stories intently, they have been darlings.

we made a trip ALL THE WAY(at least for anu and me) to Yishun yesterday, only to find out that Sivaji tickets were sold out.
ha. but we have tickets for wednesday morning!
but one wise man asked me why we are gonna get up at 8am just to watch a friggin movie.
haha. you know, it happens, with 3 busy women.

i will be uploading some visual illustrations soon enough.
but those who know when my soon is, good job. :p