Living By My Own Rules

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

how disheartening.

no one tagged!
no one read!
so sad.

poor little jal, talking to herself
:()(

well,i will go on talking to myself then!

i am STRESSED. but i refuse to dwell on that. but i cannot believe that exams are so friggin near.
this is horrible.

ok, i just made a fool outta myself in 108. do not ask.

yesterday was not a very good day. i need to see the doctor. but i haven't. because i was fasting, and i wanted to go after breaking fast. but guess where i was stuck? MacLab. yes yes, the synonym of North Pole.

and it didnt help my cough.

i dont feel like i am in a state to study..

i feel so awful that i am so addicted to the Net. and i dun noe how to cure this addiction. and i am not talking about blogging. i am talking about MSN, about singaporeindians.com.

i feel so attached to my laptop.

i am going to start copying notes. BUT i hate reading untidy writing. damn, why do they have wireless in NTU?

one year back, while all my friends were still chatting on msn while studying for As, i didn't even go on it. AT ALL.
where the hell is my concentration!?

i really should thank my sisters for "banning" me from the Net. see what it is doing to me.
i feel so willpower-less.
i need someone to study with me. i miss studying with zhiwei. like a lot a lot.

i am planning study till late at SCI, provided i have a study khaki. anyone wana study with me?

:(

beneath all that laughter and smiles lies a stressed girl.

oh and chong jin asked if i could make the rest of the class as happy. haha. if only. we would have world peace if i had such power. :)