35 days.

the number of days my sister was here with rayn.
i would tell you that this is the best holiday i have had in a long time.
such love.
the whole family under the same roof, with a lovely new addition.
everyday was a party.
everyday, the four sisters spent good time time together.
rayn was a pampered boy, aunties and grandpa rushing to him at the slightest cry.
loving eyes doting on him every single second.
everything was different in this one month.
no time for anything else.
i was always online, waiting.
waiting for him to cry!

so that i could look into his sweet little eyes and feed him.
then to put him back to sleep and admire his cutteeee round face while he sleeps, like a log, on a good day.

i miss those days.