10 reasons.

10 reasons i should hate him.
-he drinks.
-he has issues with himself.
-he may not convert.
-my sisters dislike him.
-my family matters to me more than him.
-he smokes.
-he is not THE one for me.
-i deserve someone better.
-he won't be here for me forever.
-i want to hate him.

this is has been going on forever.
so much confusion, so many dilemmas.
i am putting a stop to it.
i want a normal/carefree life, where i dont have to feel like i have to weigh the importance of everything.
i should listen to my sisters.
there is nothing that irresistable about him.
i will wait.
i am not gonna talk to him.
i have a good mind to change my number.

if i stray from this, please remind me.
anyone.
and if you dont know who or what i am talking about, chances are that you dont need to know.