Living By My Own Rules

Monday, October 23, 2006

on a roll.

damn right.
i am on a roll.
i am still deciding whether or not to go for lecture.

i should.

i know i should.
it helps me.
though i got only 12.
i must improve.
oh man, why the pressure?
those who know me would know that i was never too careful about my results.
i didn't mind not achieving.
is it pressure?

is it just because i know i can?

on another note, anyone wana be my study khaki?
i am a nocturnal person. i need to study at night.
anyoneee?

so pessimistic i am being.

i will concentrate my energies.
think about my baby. :)

haha oh ya. the way ppl are congratulating me, i feel like i gave birth.
to be honest, i am f***ing scared of the whole idea of giving birth. it sounds f***ing painful.
ouch ouch ouch.
people, take a minute to appreciate ur mothers. :)

i think i will probably go for lecture.

i could either sleep or do something constuctive right now. i could do the script for 108.
i could start my 108 research paper.
i could do up my timetable.
i wonder.

i cant think clearly.
lack of food + lack of sleep= inability to do ANYTHING.

oh ya. add a runny nose to that.