i <3 my dad!

i am so bloody spoilt.
my dad just bought me the hp i want.
and i only told him last night.
within 24 hours, it is sitting right here in front of me.

it is the nokia 6131.
i like it cos it reminds me of my darling 6170.
hehe. only 2 numbers are diff.
right.

this is really all i need.
i dun need a 3G phone.
but that of cos, means, no video calls with a certain someone.
that is sad.
try videocalling someone who matters to you.
it is really fun.

talking of which.
although i know you have no idea about my blog, i miss you like crazy.
you can't even begin to imagine.
what the hell have i gotten myself into.
"what do you see in him?" she asked.
do i have an answer?
i doubt.
i am irrational. and i will remain so. for it makes me happy.
rational=boring and predictable.
according to me of course.

i could go on and on about you. if i did not have to practise self-censorship, there would be something about you every single day.
cos you are there. at the back, at the front. of my mind.
all the time.

well anyway, it is rather sad to think that we are not gonna meet the tutors again.
i said this in a previous entry already.
but the last 107 lecture just made it all too real.
haha. vandana seriously surprised me.
hehe. i shall capture it here.
so as to remember that there is a tutor who treasures me so. hehehhee.

jal: will you say hi to us when you see us around?
vandana: what made you think i will ever turn my face away from you, jal?

wah. hehe. a lot more than i expected, seriously!when you hear it from vandana, it is very...surprising.
if only i was fairer. u would have seen me flushing.
but dont ask me why.
i really found it sweet.

then of course. i whip out my cam, and all hell breaks loose.
oh my god. we are such cam whores i tell you. we took a pic with vandana. :)
well. guys, just a disclaimer. no pics taken during this period of time will be uploaded anytime soon.
please let me take my time.
as a reward after finishing our exams, i will pass it to yall.
hehehe.
and guys, we gotta have some plans!
after exams?
i got like 4 ppl waiting to meet me.
but other than tt, i am so super free.
book meee!
:P

i had a random thought today.
please don't change MRTs dear government. like the NEL train is bad enough. as in, the deviation from the trains i love and am used to.
please dont change them for the very fact that they provide very flattering reflections.
hehe. :)
good job on that.
i am so proud of singapore, alfie.

well anyway, today was scary.
i take the last 195 from queenstown almost every night.
and every night, the same ppl are there.
this really scary indian man, a few malay guys.
and this really young malay girl i find disgusting.

but one of the malay guys scared me.
i was sitting at a seat near them.
but after a while, i couldnt take the smoke, so i moved.
and as i got up and walked, i suddenly saw something moving real fast.

when i turned around and saw, it was a cigarette, a lit up one!that still had a long way to go before dying.
i was so shocked.
i was like, damn, did he mean to throw that at me?
then i went hysterical.
"what did i do?!"

then when the bus came, they all said "bye girl"
in synchrony.
and it does not help that they are there every night.
it gets freaky when there is no one else around.
let me hope nothing else happens.

i had dinner with ben today. ben is addicted to king of fighters.
and then i proceeded to Can A for some studying. and i love the place at night.
sat right below a fan, temperature was right.
environment perfect.
but studying alone is still a little saddening.

i cannot use my 6131 tmr, cos it has to charge for 8 hours and i just got home to charge it.
i am determined to take care of it, although it looks kinda fragile too. the keypad is hugeee!
:))

well so much for the rambling. i shall sign off now.
i need to study.
God, grant me the strength.
and all my friends too.