overdose?

after reading so much about the racial riots. july and september, the effect seems to have died on me.

i mean, from like secondary school days, all the freaking history textbooks have drummed into us the atrocities of the riots.

but compared to the brutalities witnessed in other countries today, i feel like that was nothing.

i mean of cos, the size of our country blah blah.

is contained tolerance healthy?

will there be an outburst someday?

i am glad sharon siddique highlighted the differences within the indian community!

now guys, as long as yall do the reading, there is no excuse not to know my origins exactly!

i like studying. BUT. and there will always be a BUT.

i feel so dependent!i can't seem to study alone anymore.

especially everyone seems to study in groups at mac now.

spoiled idiots. hahaha. influencing me!

hm. i have only done that reading now.

i am in a dilemma! should i go receive my sister at the airport?

should i study?

sister claims she is gonna drag me. haha gone are the days of the refia strings, sister. no dragging.

hehe. i am weird. one moment, i am spitting profanities, and the next, i am laughing.

i wonder why.

i mean i can't live without my family.

i need to talk it out with her. but how?

so much for being in communication studies.

hehe. but on a lighter note, i am a happy girl today!

cos i played badminton!

i love my dad! <3