hm.mood swing?

my mood had dwindled terribly. and it has only been half an hour. i feel bad, awful. sad. insecure. hm. i should stop expecting myself to be everyonez good friend. right?well. it kinda hurts. hm. itz a small issue, really. probably. four frens. hm. well well. i would have wanted to be the 5th good fren that u found in ntu. but i think i made some stupid mistakes along the way. and though i havent actually toked about it, val would noe tt i wana turn back time. n if yaya is gonna turn, itz gonna be the second time shez gonna see me crying. oops. this is bad. val is here, and val, if u r reading this. haha. hm.

well. anyway, moving on. and i have to move on. some mistakes are forgivable no? i wana tell u in person about this so i am not mentioning ur name here.

but thanks for the good laugh over the peanuts in the cup. :))