coloured corpses

a euphemism for my zombified friends.
come on guys, you can do this!
press on for a few more days!
this is like doing a levels man.
damn it, just that the exams are much much tougher and unpredictable.
dammmn.

just do your best.
because when you do your best, you have nothing to regret.
if you are disappointed at the end of the day because this is all your best can get you, don't be.
for you can improve.

i sometimes wonder, why some people feel the need to exercise such independence. to the extent of downplaying the importance of all others in their lives.
what is wrong with accepting the fact that you dont only live life for yourself?
that you exist in a larger system.
there is nothing wrong for doing something for others, and yourself.
you do not become a weaker person just by fulfilling expectations of others.i doubt that is what stength is about. pseudo independence which comes about by blurring the importance of others in your life, is in fact, insecurity.
fulfilling expectations of anybody, including yourself, gives a sense of worth.

well anyways, think i didnt mention that my darling rayn is in my house now!with my sister of course!
hehe he makes me wana go home asap!!!
something to look forward to man!
and that day, i bought napkin and napkin liners, and i swear i looked like a mother.
dammit.

haha. my family is so reunited now. feels soooo good to be back in this big family!
although the presence of one person will be and is sorely missed, it matters a great deal to me that we are all together under one roof!

:) smilesssss

i think i am way too slow. and this is repetition. to increase your retention rate of this fact, and therefore help me.

everyone seems to want to rush and finish up their modules within one or two days. it is making me panic.

oh and i have yet to touch 108. argh.

first exams, i am so freaking out!

well well, i should sleep.
nightey night.