Living By My Own Rules

Monday, March 31, 2008

Birthday Wishlist Pt Three

1. EYELINER

2. FLIP FLOPS: Billabong, Adidas, Havaianas, Nike
In bright colours please. hehe. thanks. :)

i keep forgetting. no worries.
i will dutifully collate into a long list.
haha.
this is just a list ok.
fantasies. :))

happier post =))

haha this one is for ummu, my dedicated blog viewer.
haha.
here i am with a happier blog post.
well, the rest of the week went better, and things got better with the one person i actually had some issues with, and i am glad because this person is my really good friend, and means a lot to me!

i would like to share something really happy!
phoebe and i.. were...
WATER BABIES!
on saturday morning.
before heading down to MML to do the flyer thing, we decided to go for a dip at jurong west stadium swimming pool.
and that place is good!
there is a lazy river and a slide which is as high as a multi storey HDB carpark.

:)

and i repeat, this is jurong WEST, not EAST.

and i am really proud of feebs!
cos it was her 1st time on both the lazy river and slide! :D

went to settle the food for my birthday.
:) i am still deciding the theme.
any suggestions?

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

projects, and friends.

i am slipping up.
am i?
i am slipping up.
screwing up everywhere.
i have had a phobia of people getting pissed with me, since very very young.
and yet, that is all that is happening.

and i feel helpless because i in either case, i had no idea it was coming.

the communication, the miscommunication.

maybe i need to get out of my own tiny world.

how do you separate a friend as a groupmate, and a friend as a friend?
i have heard so many times about friends who make the worst groupmates.
and i apologise if i have been a bad one.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

unbelievable

i cant believe this is happening to me.
really.
of all people.
like what the fuck.

like what the fuck.

someone burn bitches, please.

thanks.

Friday, March 21, 2008

Birthday Wishlist Part Two

Kavi, i hope you arent being sarcastic!
hehe.

anyway, today i discovered a few more things i might need.
HAHAHAHA.

1) Shoebag: mine is tearing

2) Make-up pouch: it is tearing too

3) Eyeliner/make up: like colourful eyeliner

4) a strong dressy bag which is big and can hold me lap top!

5) a new pair of skinny red jeans- my buckle came off today, and they are terribly expanded now.

hahahhaha.

by the way, do not worry about buyin the same thing as someone else, the more the merrier, i say.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Birthday Wishlist Pt One

hahahahhahahahahhaha.
i cant believe i am doing this.
but here goes..
i cant remember entirely the things i want/need.

1) Black Skinny Jeans. hehe. only $32 at Classic Primitive.
there are cheaper alternatives. will be happy with any skinny black jeans! erm. the size. the same as the price. :p

2) SHADES- i have a fetish. any coolio rectangular one. cos when i tie my hair up, circular ones look odd. hehe.

3) Shoes/ tops- hm. hehe can i have voucher (in the form of money) to buy many many things from Bugis Village? hehe.
I would love to have a new skirt. hehehehe.

4) Belt. I have looked for them, but they are too small for me. so do practise caution on this one.

5) Bag- a sporty one? to replace the small black one i carry now. short sling preferred, like tote bag, or like the puma or nike ones. :D

6) Watch! digital ones only please. i take ages to read analog watches.i like adidas and nike watches. :) baby g, depends on the design hehe.

7) sponsor me to highlight my hair! ha ha. anywhere. good. :p

haha. thats all i can think of now.

erm, hope i havent sounded too demanding. these are just suggestions really.
i love flowers too.
i just dont want ornamental things i know i dont have space to display..
like there is no use right?
hehe.
stay tuned.
=D

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Back to Singapore!

hello!
haha. well, not like i was gone for long.
went to Malacca over the weekend. on a road trip.
waaah, cool ah. HA HA.
:p
had loads of fun!
went with my sis and bro in law, my rayn eshan, 2 couples,one with a daughter around rayn's age! 1 single girl and two attached guys who came without their partners.
enough detail?
haha.
we stayed at this A Famosa place at Malacca. haha pretty much a quiet place, Malacca.
where speed limits dont matter, and where drivers are gracious!

BUT

home is still home sweet home for me.

anyway, i got two pairs of shoes, one at 13 rm and another at 20 rm.
and finally, a pair of shades to replace my broken ones.

that reminds me.

a birthday wish list will be posted soon on my blog.
so do stay tune for updates.
ha ha. i am assuming, that everyone who reads this blog is going to be invited.
so if youre a secret reader(right), please do let me know who you are, so i can invite you
hehe hehe.
party will prob be held at spans jom on the 25th.
shit.
that is sutha's bday.
if you cant make it, i will understand sutha!
i cant make it for her party then!
damn.

ok anyway. details to be confimed. serves me right for booking so late!

i am really in a holiday mood, thats why such a long entry. hehe.
better read every word ah.

will post a malacca part 2 in a few days, provided i get the photos.
but till then, it is BACK TO REALITY.
hehe.

toodles!

Thursday, March 06, 2008

The Necessary Stage

there are lots of things i wana say, and lots photos i wana post.
but there is something i need lots of.
TIME.

well i am prioritising here.
yesterday, as part of our Drama and Performance module, i attended a lecture-demonstration by Haresh Sharma and Alvin Tan from The Necessary Stage.

It was rather inspiring.
The extent to which these theatre practitioners have stayed committed in such a constrained environment.

Through the censorship and accusations.
They offer internships too, and i am so tempted to at least try.
But, i am confused, because i know this is not going to help on my resume.
oh well, the life in Singapore.