Living By My Own Rules

Monday, June 30, 2008

of employment, and such.

i apparently, got the job. :)
they never seem to say anything point-blank.
she just said "So i will be giving you a buzz sometimes mid-week next week then."

it is all well.

anyway, i swam my first "lap" today.
granted, it wasnt a real lap. cos we were in the teaching pool, and it was 1m, uniform.
but hey, we did swim the entire length.
which makes it more than 10 laps.
and i do feel it on my arms. :D

i am a little apprehensive still, about doing a real lap, cos i getting panicky knowing i am going towards 1.8m.
with time, with time.

in other news, i had loads of fun yesterday.
first, at lunch at amirah's grill. anusha's pre-bday celebration of sorts.
:)
where we played a few games, "Police, medic, detective" being my favourite.
buffet was worth it, $11.

and then went to play badminton with dad, Dhash and Sat.
i have not played doubles for a long long time.
and haha, i am afraid i took many of my dad's deserved shots.
whattodowhattodo.
but it was fun!
we will do it again SOON. Dhash.

OH. AND SORRY, I JUST HAVE TO SAY THIS.
we played matches.
and as long as i was in the team, we won.
HAHAHAHHAHA.
dhash dhash, you didnt make me eat my words up! hehehe. :p

photos will be up.
one day.
you know what my one day means.
thanks.

Friday, June 27, 2008

In My Own World.

Doesn't that sound like a track off a rock compilation?
haha. i amuse myself.

Anway, i am reading this book called "Mad About The Boy."
Do not be misled, it is not a trashy romance.
It is an interesting mix of reality, mystery and suspense.
And as usual, i find myself spiralling into a made-up world.
I always do that, putting down a book only to be confused wondering which world I am in.
More often than not, i find myself feeling the protagonist's emotions.

Talk about getting in too deep.
But i oh so love the feeling! :DD

I was in my own world, but somewhere in my mind, i realised i haven't completed my course of antibiotics, so i had a quick meal, (egg and bread) and then came online to check my mail, again.

And hurrah, she did reply!
I am to go and meet another woman, the editor, at 11.30am on Monday.
Gosh, all for a bloody $400 allowance, and well, hopefully, priceless experience.

I just want to feel useful, dammit. hehehe.
i hear some pitter patter footsteps. the monster. my very own brown monster is up!!!
byeeee.
i will surely be back.
*salutes*

truly, a water baby!

yayness! i think i have finally got it!
i actually felt comfortable in the water, not tired, like i am trying to do something i can't.
i didn't want to leave the water after that.

thanks to sutha, my personal coach.
who scolded me and encouraged me. :))

come swim with meeeee people!

hehehe.

the woman hasn't replied!
haiz. i should call her i guess.
i am OH SO SICK OF IT.
sucks sucks sucks.
cutie, you feel very uncontactable. :(

alright, i am going to read my book. :)

ciao.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

rambles

i shall ramble till sleep hits me, again.

basically all i have been doing everyday, at least for the past week..
is getting up, having breakfast, playing with rayn, going back to sleep,
getting up, playing with rayn, taking medicine, and then playing with rayn some more.

ha ha ha.

been having largely vegetarian meals.
and i have actually been enjoying eating vegetables.
whats happening to me!

ha ha ha.

and then i come online, check my mail, hoping that woman has replied.
and then i check my friendster, and go on msn, and the famed singapore indians.

gosh, i miss my friends.

everyone's so caught up with their own lives and work.
feel kinda cut out.

oh well, deal with it jal. :)

i am off.
to sleep, i think.
if the devil in the hall doesnt tempt me to play.hehe. :))

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

smile

all it takes is a message from you to have me smiling from ear to ear.


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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

i am on a spree

obviously.
but anyway, whats happening now?
i am probably on my way to getting a job.
and i am not feeling well.
and i am gonna like go read now.
cos i am drowsy and i need to sleep.
hope it hasnt been an overload.
till i feel like blogging again, bye!

my first fishing trip

we caught no fishes at labrador park on that sunday.
and i guess i lost like 2 or 3 fishes cos i didnt play the game well enough, but oh well, it was a good-enough first experience. :)

our trip to jeanz

a pic outside the toilet at Bugis
a pic inside Jeanz while waiting for the action to heat up.
and the aftermath the next day

i cant remember when we went.. a few days after my bday..
or the next day?
yeah. but sutha and i had a random trip to an indian club called Jeanz.
and boy, we had an experience.
happened to bump into some people we know from school.

anyway, we danced our bones away, and the next day, the two of us were hardly functional.
we dragged ourselves to places.

the most intensive cardio workout we have had, seriously.
and oh yes, meet sutha, my exercise partner.
=)
a secondary school friend friend i have known, but never really known.
well, i guess we are on our way now.

back to the present

i love to hear footsteps in the afternoon.

they come running towards the hall.
a certain very delicious figure holding nana.
my dance partner,
my smile,
the light of my life.

words really can't explain a few things.

what i really did

on my birthday.
hehe. i guess it is late, and not many people would remember the suspense i tried to create on my blog earlier.

anyway, i stayed over at my sister's place that night.
my sis stays near queenstown lib, so on that morning, i had a stroke of genius.
i decided that i should fulfill my fantasy of sitting at the library and sipping a drink while reading.

every time i have been to the library, it has been to study.

so, whatever i did was.. well..
it satisfied me in an inexplicable way.

anyway, my bday started fantastically, with my family springing a surprise on me.
seeing as it is that i was gonna get a 6kg cake for my bday party, i didnt expect a cake, but i got one!
a sumptuous one. :D
and at 12 midnight, my family gathered. just for me.
:D
and i got a few gifts, as you might have seen.

i went to meet reena in the afternoon.
i was late, and she was early.
but really, thanks to everyone i met that day. they made me feel like a princess.

we walked around vivo, had lunch at fig and olive for my sake.

thank god for reena, if not i would have felt real lonely throughout the day.

and then in the evening, met anu and khad.
anu and i went to thai express. i had dessert. shiok.
mango with glutinous rice.

then khad joined us at max brenners for some choco to get the endorphins really kicked in.
:p

and then we sat at esplanade and crapped.
and i had donuts bought from jb by my bro in law, and delivered to me by my sis. hehehe.

well yeah, thats what happened, more than a month ago.
back to the present.





SNAP!

Friday, June 20, 2008

bad day.

it has been a bad day.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Jal's 21st Birthday- 130508

my red clutch bag, one of my first gifts! from my family. :)

the item anu and khad deemed evil the night of my bday

a very unexpectedly sweet gift from my maid- contained $21.

hehe my dad and his writing. and the ever-prompt bday money

a very cool card from my sis and bro-in-law-to-be.

ooooh. shades. ;) from my family as well!

speaks for itself. thanks darls! :D

i requested for this btw- my all-time dream

keke we were not drunk- dont judge from anu's expression

my eyes were open

my eyes were closed

to capture the happiness

max brenner's fondue. :D yummmy

they got me my first cupcakes! :D

my new off-white pumps. :))

poor dearies were really tired after a long work day.

the sweetie pie who spent the day with me when everyone else was at work.

=D

what anu ordered. she was very hungry. you will see later.

a solo shot of the bday gal, taken by herself.

she decided to dig in before us! :p

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

appreciation

is hard to come by nowadays.

appreciate the THINGS you have. the THINGS people do for you.
the PEOPLE who surround you, the PEOPLE who love you. the PEOPLE who do things for you.

and the world will be a better place.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

late night/early morning

back from clubbing and supper/breakfast.
who ever told people at mac that people have breakfast at 4 bloody am?

but anyway, Happy 5th Wedding Anniversary Mr & Mrs Amin! :))

i am pretty high strung, so i cant sleep.
plus i have found out that i have some ardent phantom fans who don't tag.
so i shall be blogging more often (fingers crossed)

i should ideally be uploading photos.. but gosh..
the thought itself is making me wana.. sleep.. how effective.

hahahahha.

oh by the way, i think you should.

Monday, June 09, 2008

stay tuned

i dont know when, but another post will come soon.
i need to get off the comp NOW.
haha. :)
see ya.

snippets in photos1

my sis(bivee) said this was blur.

so she said she will take the photo. and she did. in the mirror. with flash. haha.

we tried many innovative ways to take a photo ourselves. including moving of very heavy furniture.

and then we decided the smart way was to ask a third party. wow.

hmm.

i'm coming to getch ya!

OMG. smile smile

sweetness. comes in yellow today too. haha.

my sis says the cap suits her better. in this photo, i agree. :(

meet rayn eshan and nana, the two best looking ones in the family. heheheheh.

tiring

hehehe.
i just finished uploading all the photos in my camera- the events that make up my recent history.
but then again, i dont take photos of EVEYTHING.
so more things have been happening than i have been able to capture.
wah, uploading photos is super leceh and tiring. :)

anyway, some of the new folders include my 21st bday ( as in on the day itself)
my treat to my family on may 18th, many photos of sutha and me, (sutha is my exercise partner now), a few random photos with happy bonzai( who gave me a birthday treat at lau pa sat), sutha's birthday surprise, suraen's bday.

oh yes, it is a month of birthdays.

come to think of it, i have no pics from kayal's bday party and phoebe's bday surprise. :)

and i havent blogged about kalai's bday party as well.

wow.

this is a lazy-to-blog month.

too many photos la.

what's up for this week?

1.meeting up with anusha!
2.reuniting with the cs darlings- guys we need to come up with a name for group identity
3.meeting up with kavi!and upon request, and permission from kavi, dinner with my jc class(first time ever)
4..upon request and permission from my sis, bowling outing with wild wild wet khakis (it's my sister's and bro-in-law's wedding anniversary that day)

other than that, exercise. :) and oh ya, lunch with khad!

oh ok, i sound like a loafer, but i have been looking for a job. sent out to 4 companies.
and tomorrow i shall make my way to one more company with my famed box. :)
well well, photos coming up. like now. :)